Goals. Ambitions. Dreams. Desires. Apparently, you’re supposed to have some. Let’s just say that my dreams, my sex life, and my Lamborghini are all remarkably similar, in that they’re all imaginary. Living in survival mode…
Category: Mental Health
In My Head
It’s hard to accurately describe what’s in between my ears. I’ve been going to weekly therapy again and 6 weeks ago started biofeedback, which is supposedly rewiring my brain to work around the damaged areas.…
There’s a First Time for Everything
The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline for the United States is 1-800-273-TALK (8255). Easier to remember is 1-800-SUICIDE, which forwards to the same number. If you prefer to chat instead of speak to someone, you can…
Crossing the Streams
Once upon a time, there was a little boy who was so creative! He drew cartoons, wrote stories and plays and comics, and sang along with many albums played on his Mickey Mouse record player.…
A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to the Therapist
TRIGGER WARNING: The following video discusses suicidal thinking and briefly talks about a suicide attempt. 1-800-273-TALK…24/7, totally anonymous. It’s the Suicide Prevention Lifeline.
I Forgot to Tell Myself
167 days. My Mom died 167 days ago. Well, 167 days, 17 hours, 3 minutes and 7 seconds, but who’s counting? I am finally able to walk the house in my underwear if need be.…